moving on to 21

Hmm.... just another 24 more hours- will be moving on to 21!!!! Time flies indeed- i live through 21 years of my life. I know it is not all that big compared to those who live till a 100 years but every second is just so precious for we never know what will happen next.

As i sit and recap what i have learnt and experience for the past 21 years, it is just so much that i don't think i will be able to have it all recorded down. No doubts that there were extreme moment of pain & sorrows but that all had been covered by time of joy and happiness.

As i move towards my key to freedom (at least in Malaysia where the legal age is 21) i hope to be more mature and sensible in all that i decide and take responsibility for my commitment. It is not so much that i have not already been doing it but more of i have always have it at the back of my head that if things go wrong granny will be there to solve it for me otherwise i will just flight from it.

On this note, there are many who i need to thank through my life in this world- God, Grandma, Mum & Dad, paternal & maternal families members, friends and many others. Everyone of you had played a different role in my life and had given me a new learning experience each time, where ever i am; whenever the time it is. There were times where we don't meet face to face about events but all were well as we talk it through. There were also times of just so much of happiness that i am sure will never be forgotten.

i really want to thank grandma for the last 21 years of care, concern and love- no amount of money will ever be enough to buy it & i just wanted you to know how much i treasure you as a granny, a friend, a mum, a mentor etc. It had been great having you by my side and i hope that you will still be there all way through just like you had always been.

To my dad & mum; thanks so much for being me into this world and giving me the opportunity to know this place. Many things has happened as i grow and among us people come and others move on- but i will always cherish the happy times we had had together as a family.

My ideal aim is to seek for peace and comfort spiritually as well as to find my comfort net to dwell in soon. Other than that will be the well- being of all my friends and family as well as world peace. There is nothing more disheartening that to see the pain that people are suffering.